i will go to hell and back, if i want to.

 

if i need to.

 

because i know that God wouldn't allow me to, if he thinks I shouldn't.

 

Can You hear me?

 

it's God's approval I am concerned of.. not yours.

 

you are not God.

 

We both know (however twisted your definition may be) that God wouldn't approve of the way you are trying to control me, trying to act like Him.

 

Again, I say.

 

I will go with whoever I wanna go out with.

 

Even if it cost me my life.

 

Just so you will know.

 

that only I

 

have the right

 

to live this life

 

 

given to me

 

 

TO ME

 

by God.

 

 

 

If you believe in Him

 

you will believe

 

that He'll be there for me

 

when I need Him.

 

 

So quit playing God, please?

 

I don't want you to.

 

I'll end my life if I have to.

 

I'll ruin it if i need to.

 

Just so you won't have a chance to live  it as if it was your own.

 

 

Please, if you have some thread of reason - of sanity - left in you...

 

please hear me out...

 

I want to live my life as I think I should.

 

I think.

 

I feel.

 

I want.

 

all I.

 

because this is my life.

 

not yours.